I regret having told my friend I was gay.
Last night, one of my guy friends slept over. Eventually it got to the subject of girls.. Which I must admit, I have become accustomed to lie about.. "oh, yeah.. she's hot.." and so on.
I have no idea what came over me.. cause I know he is hostile towards gays, but when he asked me about a hot girl (from a straight veiwpoint), and I said, no, I wouldt date her..
So I basically told him I wasnt in2 gurls right after that... and his jaw dropped before I could say the last words... He was totally stunned..
For the rest of that night, he was so silent.. - it was awful.
He left early this morning, and I dont expect we'll be keeping in touch. Which is sad.. cause I've known him since we lived in the states at the same time.. like 9yrs old.. so it will be weird not having him in my life. And if we by any chance do stay friends, I can't imagine things will ever be the same.