I haven't been on oasis for a little while. I've been trying to figure out if I'm gay or not, and I'm just confused. I need someone to talk to and asked my parents if I could see someone and they immediatley caught on. It is so ackward and I can't look at them, they said they understand but I feel like I have destroyed my mom. I don't know what to do, I'm going to see the counselor, my parents wanted me to get things straight (ha). I feel like this was a huge mistake nad I can't take it back. I don't want my sexual preference to define who I am, I'm more than that, and I'm affraid my parents aren't seeing that at the moment. I just want an explanation for my feelings, why do I feel this way towards other girls? I want to accept it, but with many around me that aren't I don't want to or I am affraid to. This is just so hard, and I know that everyone feels that way, I just want to be comfortable with who I am.