For Tori

fairy.'s picture

I'm suprised
you don't hate me
I didn't think you would
but I never know
You really don't care?
you're not pissed off,
or scared?

But you're so sweet
and innocent
and young
I thought you would be mad
at me
for disrupting your
nice little world
with my wierd
craziness.

somehow,
I wish you cared
I wish you were mad
or happy for me
or curious at least
but no
you just smile and say
'I love you anyway'

Now I'm scared
you won't want to see me
when you come back
Like,
it's ok now
but when I'm actually around
it'll be different.
No more sleepovers
or lift rides
or ice skating lessons

you say
you don't really understand
but we're friends
no matter what
well maybe
only until you do understand
then it'll be all
'go away.
let's not ski together today
I only said that stuff
cause I didn't get it that you're
GAY.'

Comments

devildog's picture

That's so sad, and I love the

That's so sad, and I love the finality of the ending. You really got a sense of the whole story from it, which is always hard for me to do in poetry.

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Always forgive your enemies; nothing annoys them so much.
Oscar Wilde

Selfishness is not living as one wishes to live, it is asking others to live as one wishes to live.
Oscar Wilde

fairy.'s picture

*blush*

aww thank you.
I love it when you comment on my writing!

devildog's picture

LOL, you're welcome! ~*~*~

LOL, you're welcome!

~*~*~*~*~*~

Always forgive your enemies; nothing annoys them so much.
Oscar Wilde

Selfishness is not living as one wishes to live, it is asking others to live as one wishes to live.
Oscar Wilde

the mouse that roared's picture

good job :)

I liked this, I know how you feel, too. A lot of us go through this doubt, thanks for expressing it!

Are you hanging on to something useless just because you think it's beautiful?
--William Zinsser