So I took a step and came out to my friends. It went well and I am pleased. I just wish that I was as accepting of myself as they are. It's kinda pathetic that the person who has the biggest problem with me being bi-sexual is me. I have grown up in a really religious home so I know what is said about my life-style. I can't even look in a mirror anymore without wondering if I truly am something of a freak. Deep down, I know that I cannot change myself it's who I am. It doesn't stop me from wondering why I have to be this way or whether or not there is something wrong with me. I can't help but wonder what I am doing with my life...this really is pathetic! Don't get me wrong, I know that I am bi-sexual there is no question of that. I just have to deal with going that road by myself along with having a crush on one of my friends. It is difficult to say the least and I don't know what to do. I don't have anyone close to me that I can talk to and that is the most frusterating thing of all.