From the Frying Pan...to the Freezer

Natasha Duchenois's picture

So I took a step and came out to my friends. It went well and I am pleased. I just wish that I was as accepting of myself as they are. It's kinda pathetic that the person who has the biggest problem with me being bi-sexual is me. I have grown up in a really religious home so I know what is said about my life-style. I can't even look in a mirror anymore without wondering if I truly am something of a freak. Deep down, I know that I cannot change myself it's who I am. It doesn't stop me from wondering why I have to be this way or whether or not there is something wrong with me. I can't help but wonder what I am doing with my life...this really is pathetic! Don't get me wrong, I know that I am bi-sexual there is no question of that. I just have to deal with going that road by myself along with having a crush on one of my friends. It is difficult to say the least and I don't know what to do. I don't have anyone close to me that I can talk to and that is the most frusterating thing of all.

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Heh...'s picture

o.o

I feel the exact same way!! >< except I'm not bi-sexual I'm gay =((

I want a hug :(

sugarmagnolia's picture

i can very much empathize wit

i can very much empathize with you on the religious homw thing. i never thought i could be gay, it wasn't till i was 18 that i even considered starting to accept things, and i'm 19 now and still haven't done so. i don't have any advice on how to make that feeling go away, just know that you are not alone. hopefully now that your friends know and are accepting it will help you to accept yourself.

"freedom's just another word for nothing left to lose"

milk-tea's picture

hey, if you want someone to t

hey, if you want someone to talk to, i'm always here for you, just pm me. ^-^

"society is crumbling faster than an Oreo cookie being run over by a turqouise freight train."