Also written in diary:
This if probably the highlight of the day. Okay, after dinner I came back and decided to come out to Maanya on MSN. It's not a sudden thought... I've wanted to tell her a long while ago. She sat beside me last year in class and we talked about things a lot of the time. Even though we go to different schools now we're still good friends. She includes me and jokes around etc. and she respects who I am. Even before I came out to her, she told me one of the main reasons she lykes me (as a friend) is because I'm wierd.
At first I was asking her about different types of music (pop, poprock, altrock, hiphop etc.)... then I led the conversation into what I've told her before (also personal stuff) and asked her if she told anyone. She said she didn't and I asked her if I could trust her again. She said I can kill her if she tells anyone what I'm about to tell her. Then I told her I was bisexual (that's what I think I am really, gay or bisexual with majority male preference). Her first response was "how come?". I asked her "how do you know you're straight? It's the same way" then she said "true, i dunno i guess i assume it cuz iv nevr like had a crush on a girl or nething". I was feeling awkward and said "you don't mind do you?" and she replied "no way i think all ppl hav a right to their own sexuality". She was really accepting and thanked me for being honest (I should be the one thanking her) and said she doesn't think differently of me. I love her so much for this and all I need is just a hug and cry all I want. She said she had to go so we didn't talk much longer after that (I know she's not avoiding me) Man, I'm so happy I told someone that lives outside the computer screen (I was crying a little.. I guess those are tears of joy). I have to thank all the others who I have met on Oasis who have slowly built the courage in me to tell someone. The feeling is great after all.
I'd like to thank everyone at Oasis greatly, I'm so happy I found the site and even more happy my friend took it so well. I'm off to sleep now... I hope this day won't end... it's probably one of the happiest moments in my life.