i suck at anything creative

corcra-carraig's picture

it's not my fault
but it's a pain
if i could choose,
i would change

would my childhood change also?
barbies replacing my trucks?
gowns replacing my pj pants?
panty hose my shorts?
heels transformed from dress shoes?
dress replacing my suit?
would that change everything else too?
what would happen?
would you love me more, accept me?
or regardless of what i am would i be shamed?
so many questions.
no way to answer them.
i like my trucks.
i hate myself