i'm trying to figure out why people are unnecessarily mean at times- for instance, at lunch today, a friend of a friend was feeling like shit and she had the flu or something, and everyone was all sad for her, and i guess i just thought i'd share, so i was like, hey! im sick, too!- i have pneumonia, (tho im not sure why i said it, i guess there was no point,i just thought i'd share) and then this other guy (who i dislike) was like , you're being selfish...which, makes absolutely no sense, but all the same it made me sad....i dont want people to dislike me, and i think its just so amazign for us to even be alive, godammit- how were we put on this planet, god, i dont know, but isnt it amazing- we are ALIVE, we are LIVING, this is nothing less than a miraclle, and STILL we go around and be mean to people for no apparent reasons- WHY do we do this? it does not make us feel better....unless you are not me...i dont know how it makes other people feel.
and i dislike people, but im not mean to them, im nice. and then these other people are mean to me and i dont know.
it just makes me sad for the world.
very sad for the world.
i just think more people should realize how amazing the world is, and not take it for granted, and maybe then they would be a little nicer............
this is stupid.
i shouldnt dwell over things.
im nice to people...right?
eventually what goes around will come around.
i have lots of loves.
i give hugs.....
life is AMAZING!