I need some help. I am new to this site, so I don't know anyone on here yet. I have kind of a weird situation.
First off, I am still slightly confused as to my s/o although I am pretty sure I am gay. I sort of came out to my mom a few weeks ago, by telling her that I was bi and I don't know whether I should tell her that I am gay or not.
I know that my mom would be okay with it either way, because she has several gay and or lesbian relatives, and she is okay with all of them.
I am worried about my dad, though. He is a very conservative guy. And, on top of him being an anti-homo, extremely religious guy, he is insane. Literally. he is bi-polar, schizophrenic and multiple personalities as well as post-traumatic stress syndrome. I am concerned that if I were to come out, his reaction would not be a good one. He has told me many times in my life that if he ever found out that I was a " cock-sucking, faggot" and shit like that, that he would kill me. I think that is a very serious possibility if I were to come out. At the very least, my father would disown me.
Should I come out to my mom, if no one else, or have I already done that by telling her that I am bi? Any advice that anyone could give me would be appreciated. Thanks.