well, i was planning on coming out to my friend last night on our walk home, but then she was in a very nonserious mood, and joking around and everything, so i figured i'd do it once we got inside, but then she went straight to her room (we live in the same dorm) and i didn't get a chance to really talk to her :( my plan had been to restart the conversation about the guy that liked her, and while talking about that, mention that i wasn't attracted to men, and hope that she'd figure it out from there. communication has never been my strong point. so my plan is to tell her tonight (now that i've been saying that for about a week). but really, i can't keep this up. i was so everwhelmed last night i couldn't stop crying; i'd think that i had but i'd be lying in bed and the tears would come back, it was like waves. i don't even know what i was crying over exactly, it was more just like a way to let out all the emotions. oh man. i think that's it... just thought i'd share.