Date: Nov 25, 2005 12:24 AM
Subject: Journal entry
Kenny walked into the computer cluster right after I finished packing up and was about to head home for the day. Things were pretty normal we smiled and talked about random things. We headed out to the *nix users group pub night.
I haven't seen these people for almost a year, but I managed to picked things up just where I left off. On our way home I became really random and nervous about being with him. I think he had a valid reason to stay quiet. Because I had been talking all day. I always understand that these should be times that we can both be quiet and still acknowledge one another's presence and enjoy each other's company.
Saying things randomly to attract somebody's attention is not a healthy sign, because it conveys lacks of self confidence and renders myself unattractive.I still got my kiss and hug outside my apartment before he continued his way home.