This weekend has been really long. I don't particularly feel like sleeping now. I can't close my eyes without dreaming about my best friend. While it's not anything graphic, it still bothers me. She is going through a breakup with her boyfriend and I highly doubt I stand any sort of chance but at least I know she's bi. It drives me crazy to see him near her because I get over protective and I want to punch his lights out...the guy is an idiot! But that's beside the point. Friday night, I dreamt that she asked me out (If that happens, I will definitely think there is justice left in this world) then Saturday was a bit more of a physical dream. It bothers me because I see her everyday and it gets hard to be her friend. Dreaming about her is probably all I am going to get and that in itself is a torture...a sweet one, but a torture nonetheless. *sighs* How pathetic do I sound? Well, I've told my friends that they act swoony when they have crushes so I guess what goes around comes around. I just wish these damn dreams would stop!