And I (Still a work in progress)

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This pain, I feel inside me,
Anger, around which I cannot see
Betrayed, by my own heart’s desires
On the path, to my ultimate destruction
Now I need some divine instruction

And I, I don’t want to live this lie anymore
And I, I don’t want to scream and cry anymore
I don’t want to shake with fear anymore
I just want something more

Company kept by the T.V.
The only one who won’t betray me.
Silent screams, drown out the noise
Taking pills, to keep my sanity
Move quick to avoid calamity

And I, I don’t want to live this lie anymore
And I, I don’t want to scream and cry anymore
I don’t want to shake with fear anymore
I just want something more

Hiding, from my emotions
Dieing, of these perverse notions
No more, I can’t keep going
Loneliness, I’m drowning in it
I pray that my family can forget

And I, I don’t want to live this lie anymore
And I, I don’t want to scream and cry anymore
I don’t want to shake with fear anymore
I just want something more