Feeling the void!

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From: Cayde
To: caydence@gmail.com
Date: Dec 7, 2005 8:34 PM
Subject: Feeling the void!

I finished Information Security report earlier this evening. I could've written a few more lines and read through it a few more times but I decided not to. I still need to work on E-Commerce codes and Database report. KennyD went home earlier yesterday, because of the tooth ache, so we didn't get to spend time together again. I am getting really annoyed and weary this.

In my opinion we just become too distant. I miss him so much. I don't want to lose sight of him or lose him all together. But I can only wait for so long. I want a stronger conviction. I am all panicking about be away in January I wonder if he cares enough about us.

Earlier today my morning routine was less than perfect I spend a whole morning and part of afternoon trying to wake up. I was terrorised by a cat banging on my window. I walked out without shaving or shower. Kristi came back from school while I was locking the front door we ended up having coffees at Bunker. I finally made to school and finished up my homeworks. I ran into Helen the girl I knew from my college dorm. She is lively ,funny and beautiful. We talked about going home for the winter and homeworks.I couldn't find anythings at grocery store to take into the cinema I ended up with Nacho and melted cheese. I got a ticket for Flightplan. I am looking forward to it. Hopefully tomorrow Kenny and I might get to go out for coffees during the break.


There were usually an usher in front of each screen, there were nobody there. I walked into the wrong screen. Kiss Kiss Bang Bang film certificate came up, I realized I was in the wrong place. I walked out and luckily, the trillers were still being shown next door. I didn't miss any parts of flight plan.


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Terrified by a cat

You were terrifired by a cat? Faie enough

"Fear leads to anger, anger leads to hate, hate leads to suf-fer-ing"