My friend, who I am in love with (yes- it is love, not just a crush), who is straight, and has a boyfriend (sound familiar to anyone?), was flirting with me. She invited me to go see a concert with her and her family, and we flirted the whole time. We were just being silly, and it was fun, but it also hurt. We swapped corny pickup lines, and joked around. After the concert we walked hand in hand back to the car,(note- she does this with most of her friends, so it wasn't anything special for her). I wanted to kiss her, and I wanted to jump off a bridge. I've had a crush on her for over two years, and it won't go away. It won't fade, or leave me. Usually I don't notice it, but on nights like that it just drives me crazy. I love her so much. I would do anything for her, but I can't tell her that, and I can't get over her. I realize that this predicament isn't uncommon, but that doesn't make it any easier, especially when she is flirting with me.