Wanting to say somethig is not the same as having something to say.
I'm finding that the odds of me finding anyone is slim.
I am so closeted in this small town.
No one knows. NO ONE.
If I just told someone, then things might change.
For better, or more figurably, for worse.
I feel content, I guess.
I don't know how I can though.
Since I'm basically living a double life.
The main part of it being the part that isn't me.
Some people are just so lucky.
Even the gay ones.
Some people just seem to get the fairy tale life.
All's I want is the acceptance.
Or someone to be with.
to be one around.
How will I go on!?!?!?!