I feel like my heart's been stomped on with golf cleats then dragged through spikes. One of my very good friends, someone I trust and love like a brother sent me a message on myspace. I quote:
"Thas why when u told me about this lesbian thing i was about to collapse and you know where i stand i understand if you dont wanna be my friend any more but i think being gay is a sin!!! juss like any other sin (porn for me) that some one needs to over come if you cant see this or never wanna talk to me i undersand but i do think its wrong and i think the bible say its wrong but that juss my opinion i cant tell you if ur a christian or not!!! ur the only one that can say for sure but i do think that if u r u should be being convicted of being a lesbian just like any one who commits a sin should be !! Im sayin this because i love you bekka !!! me findin this out about u dosent change my position on bein ur friend.. But if ur openly livin in sin and dont care mabey u need to reevaluate your life (out of complete and utter respect) i love you but i dont wanna see you get screwed up with this"
I love the guy to death, and I understand where he's coming from, but, I just sent him a message saying that I was glad he was my friend and he takes it and uses it to stand up on a soapbox and tell me how to live. I mean, I'm by no means perfect, but I try my best. It annoys me when people think just because they're Christians, they think they can tell other people how to live. I...guess, it's just hurtful that someone would say something like that to me. I know they think they're doing good, but...I don't think that's the way to go. I don't know. I'm just really confused.