I can't afford to spend two weeks away from Kenny, I just can't . He's been really busy since lastweek. I tried to phone him last night but I got his answer machine. I would do anythings to get one last kiss before I board that plane tomorrow.
I am only gonna be away for two weeks. But It is so difficult for me. I can't concentrate in school. I almost broke into tears everytimes I am alone. I am heading out see Brokeback Mountain at 1 p.m. with Kristi. I really want to see him one lasttime, so I have a picture of time him in my head, whatever he is doing it would make me really happy when I am down.
I want to tell him how much I miss him. I know we are both surounded by computers. Email should do the trick. But nothing beats a phone call and talking.