cayde's picture

I can't afford to spend two weeks away from Kenny, I just can't . He's been really busy since lastweek. I tried to phone him last night but I got his answer machine. I would do anythings to get one last kiss before I board that plane tomorrow.

I am only gonna be away for two weeks. But It is so difficult for me. I can't concentrate in school. I almost broke into tears everytimes I am alone. I am heading out see Brokeback Mountain at 1 p.m. with Kristi. I really want to see him one lasttime, so I have a picture of time him in my head, whatever he is doing it would make me really happy when I am down.

I want to tell him how much I miss him. I know we are both surounded by computers. Email should do the trick. But nothing beats a phone call and talking.


Uncertain's picture

Aw, hope you'll do fine in th

Aw, hope you'll do fine in the two weeks without him.

cayde's picture


I don't know what to feel right now. Broke Back Mountain was really good, but I thought it has been a bit overrated by the press. I ment to pick some letters from registrar, they just closed early. I possibly tried to be still so I can study for a bit then turn myself in to my grandfather.

I guess Kenny is not gonna saddle up and rescue me tomorrow morning in Paisley. But I'll keep looking toward the door.