"I hope you're not to far underwater.. I'd hate for you to drown"

ledworldnuke's picture

-"Sometimes life throws you a line just before you sink"
->"I think I've been drowning for a long while now."
-"Well I hope you're not to far underwater.. I'd hate for you to drown"
->"Would you cry if I died?"
-"I've already cried while you're alive, why wouldn't I when you die?"
->"I don't know"
-"But you can't die, that won't work so well for me"
->"Why not"
-"Because you still have a piece of my soul"


By some accident, or maybe fortune, I've found someone I really, really
like. He lives about six hours away from me, he's older.. and in college.

I don't really have a chance at all, the odds are just to stacked.. but,
I'm honestly trying as hard as I can. We've only talked a few times, very
few in fact.. and I feel stupid that I can feel this way for someone I've
never met.. who I might never meet. Maybe I'm wasting my time, maybe I'm
even wasting his.. But for some reason I can't stop.. Maybe this is a
childish crush, one I'll look back and laugh about -- But, in the back of
my mind I want this to happen.

It's a strange feeling.. I'll probably end up humiliating myself, and
maybe I'll regret having ever even tried; but am I a fool for trying?



niks121997's picture


"Am I a fool for trying?"


Your post is nearly an exact replica of my thoughts about 8 months ago. Trust me you aren't a fool.

"Life's under no obligation to give us what we expect. We take what we get and are thankful that it is no worse than it is."

"All that we see or seem is but a dream within a dream."