I keep telling myself, I keep telling myself, I'm not desperate type...

Icarus's picture

Have been listening to Fall Out Boy incessantly since I downloaded my sister's CD onto iTunes. Their beats are just fast enough to keep me preoccupied, but not so fast that I can't concentrate on more than one thing. Plus their lyrics are really intuitive. Mostly I've been listening to Bradley Hathaway, Fall Out Boy, and John Mayer. Three favs.

Had two packets of Gushers for lunch. Forgot my lunch money, but Emily, being the nicest person on the face of the earth loaned me a dollar so I could at least get something. She freaking rocks. I have also discovered ONE cool teacher so. It's my Spanish teacher and she's okay. Not as cool as Miz B, but still okay.

Which reminds me. There is nothing sexier than a beautiful Latina girl speaking Spanish. We were in Spanish, and Elizabeth (who's Hispanic) stopped by and started speaking in Spanish to Ms. Holley. (The spanish teacher.) Holy crap, I almost spontaneously combusted right there.

Other than that, my life is like .001% from sucking. Only thing that's keeping me from taking a swan dive off the roof of the school is Forensics, our speech team. Other than that, my life sucks. I mean, not compared to some people, but for me, it sucks. I know, I know, now I'm whining so I'll just shut up.


Inkblot's picture


I know how you feel. It'll be ok. I wish I could be more helpful.

As for that beautiful Latina girl stantement, I agree, but wish to add that French is pretty sexy when spoken by gorgeous women you don't know.

heh, I should stop now.

And all I know for sure
All I know for real
Is knowing doesn't mean so much
When placed against the feeling
The heat inside
When bodies meet
When fingers touch
-The Sisters Of Mercy, Some Kind Of Stranger

the mouse that roared's picture

I'm sorry that life is so bla

I'm sorry that life is so blah for you right now. I know what you feel like--I've felt that way a lot this year, too, like my life is better than it was, so I should be happier, but I'm not, particularly.

About Latina girls talking in Spanish--I so agree. Spanish is probably the sexiest language around in the first place, and then when you add a Hispanic into the mix...

Are you hanging on to something useless just because you think it's beautiful?
--William Zinsser

FlyflewAway's picture


why does life suck for u? i mean random question and u quit complaining before i could find out more but i know your life doesnt suck because u had 2 gushers for lunch and a dollar =] and the title says you keep telling yourself ur not the desperate type, does life suck cause u have no one to share it with u. cause if thats the way u feel, ur not the only one feeling it. goodluck with that though hope if u ever take that swan dive off the roof some hot girl saves u while screaming spanish =]

I'd never lie to you
Unless I had to, I'll do what I got to
The truth...is you could slit my throat
And with my one last gasping breath
I'd apologize for bleeding on your shirt - Tbs