Joe And The Word of God

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I've come to the conclusion that I mention snowboarding way
too much in my journal entries, but that's not stopping me
today. Over the past few weeks I've been going boarding on
Thursdays with a couple of my snowboarding buddies. Well, we
kept running into these two guys, Ty and Joe. At first it was
just a random exchange of words here or there, but then as
we kept seeing them we started to hang out more.

Well, on Friday night Ty was suppose to come and eat dinner
with a bunch of us at Drags, a local Italian joint. We had
decided on Thursday that he would come with us, we exchanged
numbers and all that good stuff. Well, technically speaking,
he gave his number to my friends to remember. Then I defaced
government property and wrote it down on a dollar bill. Which
by the way is no longer in my grasp, aka I gave it to the
waitress as a tip because when I called it I was told by some
dumb computer inhanced voice that the number doesn't exist.

Then last night, I got online, did my usual check the email,
come here and check my messages and see whatelse is going on,
and then check up on myspace. I have to say I've become a myspace
addict. Then I searched for Ty on there. Since I knew he lived
around this area I just did a search for people with his name.
Then I found a picture that included Joe and him, and I just
knew.

Joe ends up messaging me on myspace and we start chatting it up.
He's a total doll. Just all around great kid. Turns out, this
great kid, has the hots for me. He tried to preach the word of
God to me, saying that God was against homosexuality and blah,
blah, blah, blah, and some more good stuff. This was on msn, when
he was doing his sermon. I got a great laugh out of it and I'm
sure you will too. But it is slightly long...

I've become content with this life that I lead, where I drink too
much and don't believe in much of anything says:
Dude, if I had an issue with what you were saying, TRUST me, you
would hear it.

"Joe" says:
what you mean

I've become content with this life that I lead, where I drink too
much and don't believe in much of anything says:
I'm a very frank and blunt person, if I have an issue with what
you're saying I will definately tell you.

"Joe" says:
ok

"Joe" says:
would you minded if i talked to you about something thats bothers
me a little bit but i think ts hot

I've become content with this life that I lead, where I drink too
much and don't believe in much of anything says:
Oh no, that's fine.

I've become content with this life that I lead, where I drink too
much and don't believe in much of anything says:
Go right ahead.

"Joe" says:
ok

"Joe" says:
see its about your les thing y but see your a great person and all
but i just dont like the fact your les but i liek you as a friend
and its so stupid though

"Joe" says:
if you know what i mean

"Joe" says:
OH and its hot

"Joe" says:
but

"Joe" says:
its kinda wrong

"Joe" says:
you think

"Joe" says:
your choice

"Joe" says:
see my sis was bi

"Joe" says:
but now she married to a guy

"Joe" says:
tg

"Joe" says:
but i just had to get it of my cheast

"Joe" says:
stilllove ya

"Joe" says:
though

"Joe" says:
you with me

I've become content with this life that I lead, where I drink too
much and don't believe in much of anything says:
Okay, so if I got this right...you aren't really understanding why
I'm gay, but you like me as a friend, you just don't understand why
I'm gay??? or somethign to that extent.

"Joe" says:
yeah

"Joe" says:
mostly like that

I've become content with this life that I lead, where I drink too
much and don't believe in much of anything says:
Well what else then...I mean you can be 100% honest with me...honesty
is a good quality.

"Joe" says:
yeah i want to know why you turned les its honestly WRong

"Joe" says:
Its hot BUT WRONG

I've become content with this life that I lead, where I drink too
much and don't believe in much of anything says:
Hehe...

I've become content with this life that I lead, where I drink too
much and don't believe in much of anything says:
Well, When people ask me how I know that I'm gay I answer with a
simple "How do you know you're straight?"

I've become content with this life that I lead, where I drink too
much and don't believe in much of anything says:
You just do. The emotional and physical well being of another soul
is involved and what I have to offer for the males spieces is not
under the catigory of love. I just don't feel it.

I've become content with this life that I lead, where I drink too
much and don't believe in much of anything says:
I connect with guys totally different than I do with women. And what
women have to offer me is definately more sexually stimulating than
anything a man could ever offer me.

"Joe" says:
well, Lets see here ? i can do better than all teh other guys Trust
me i can

"Joe" says:
lol

"Joe" says:
shhhhhhhhhhh dont tell anyone

"Joe" says:
lol

I've become content with this life that I lead, where I drink too
much and don't believe in much of anything says:
I'm sure you could. But would you rather have someone who was
emotionally connected to you or someone who's just in it for the
hell of it?

"Joe" says:
UMM lets see here for teh emotional part of it

"Joe" says:
But

"Joe" says:
theres a but

I've become content with this life that I lead, where I drink too
much and don't believe in much of anything says:
what's the but?

"Joe" says:
if it could change what you think sexualy towards a guy then i would
do it in a heart beat

I've become content with this life that I lead, where I drink too
much and don't believe in much of anything says:
What I feel sexually towards a guy is non-existant. It's not liek
I haven't tried dating a guy before. I tired a few times before I
even let myself believe that my interests weren't pointing towards
them

"Joe" says:
well honestly i think you should give it another try

"Joe" says:
cause more tehn likely the guy was a dick

"Joe" says:
lol

"Joe" says:
but iam just saying give it another shot hun

"Joe" says:
there is people that love you that are guys

"Joe" says:
and care for you

I've become content with this life that I lead, where I drink too
much and don't believe in much of anything says:
That's not going to happen though. I know how I feel. I've thought
this through like there's no tomorrow...trust me, admitting to yourself
that you are attracted to people of the same sex is so much harder
than actually coming out to people.

"Joe" says:
and iam one of them that cares deeply for ya and someother people

"Joe" says:
ok

"Joe" says:
well if you ever change you heart let me kno wso i can be the first

"Joe" says:
lol

I've become content with this life that I lead, where I drink too
much and don't believe in much of anything says:
I'll keep you posted if that ever happens.

"Joe" says:
the one and only so i can really get to kno w more of you

I've become content with this life that I lead, where I drink too
much and don't believe in much of anything says:
Well, if there's anything you want to know now, ask away...if I
don't like the question I'll let ya know

"Joe" says:
gottcha

"Joe" says:
is there anything you want to know

I've become content with this life that I lead, where I drink too
much and don't believe in much of anything says:
Mmm, nothing that I can think of at the momment...but Joe, I gotta
tell you this when I first questioned my sexuality I was in 7th
grade...I kept hush hush about it for years...dated 3 guys...and
then had some not so serious hook ups with a few others. When it
came time to take the next step in whatever it was that I had going
with these guys I bailed. When one of them broke up with me, I was

"Joe" says:
wow

I've become content with this life that I lead, where I drink too
much and don't believe in much of anything says:
more than thrilled. All through highschool I acted like everything
was normal when all I wanted to was to tell someone what I feel i
nside. I resorted to cutting and ended up in a major depression
that only went away last November when I told my few friends that
I was gay. I can honestly say that I tried dating, and no one really
wants to be gay. It's something that we feel and can't do anything

"Joe" says:
true

"Joe" says:
very true

I've become content with this life that I lead, where I drink too
much and don't believe in much of anything says:
about...and we have to do what's best for our hearts otherwise
depression over comes. Seriously, if you would have met me a year
ago you would have felt that the person I was back then was a
totally different person. I have never been so proud to be myself
since I've come clean with everyone. And yes, my mom not believing
me does hurt, but just having the satisfaction of being open and
honest with

I've become content with this life that I lead, where I drink too
much and don't believe in much of anything says:
her makes it all good. My past year has been probably my best and
most favorite year I've ever had.

"Joe" says:
Wow

"Joe" says:
hun wow

"Joe" says:
thats hard

"Joe" says:
are you religous

I've become content with this life that I lead, where I drink too
much and don't believe in much of anything says:
No. Not really. I believe, but who or what it actually is I don't
know because I feel I'm not suppose to know until the time is right

"Joe" says:
well iam so you got to deal with it

"Joe" says:
but yeah i know all the crapo you have been throug

"Joe" says:
actuall not all of it

"Joe" says:
but alot of it

I've become content with this life that I lead, where I drink too
much and don't believe in much of anything says:
It takes a lot out of you. I personally don't want people to hate
me, but I know some will because of the way I choose to lead my life

"Joe" says:
so i honestly believe there is a higher power above me right but
in the bible aka the WORD lol god helps anyone in need

"Joe" says:
iam not saying to go for god

"Joe" says:
now

"Joe" says:
but sometime in your life i hope you do

"Joe" says:
and actually belive that

"Joe" says:
your a WONDERFUL PERSON and you need someone in your life

"Joe" says:
who is perfect for you

I've become content with this life that I lead, where I drink too
much and don't believe in much of anything says:
And when the time is right that perfect person will find me.

"Joe" says:
BOO iam here

"Joe" says:
lol

I've become content with this life that I lead, where I drink too
much and don't believe in much of anything says:
But if we want to follow what the bible says it does not disagree
with homosexuality, it disagrees with homosexual sex

"Joe" says:
True but also its ADAM and EVE

"Joe" says:
NOT ADAM AND STEVE

"Joe" says:
lol

I've become content with this life that I lead, where I drink too
much and don't believe in much of anything says:
Burn!

"Joe" says:
but homosexuality is wrong in gods eyes

"Joe" says:
either way

I've become content with this life that I lead, where I drink too
much and don't believe in much of anything says:
But what does the Bible say about us coming from one man?

"Joe" says:
your still gods child

I've become content with this life that I lead, where I drink too
much and don't believe in much of anything says:
With that one man, he made a woman.

I've become content with this life that I lead, where I drink too
much and don't believe in much of anything says:
Those two had to mate.

I've become content with this life that I lead, where I drink too
much and don't believe in much of anything says:
how did the other people, besides their children come along if incest
didn't happen somewhere along the line? The bible doesn't like incest
either...but it did it.

I've become content with this life that I lead, where I drink too
much and don't believe in much of anything says:
I've got the greatest thign for you to read though...

I've become content with this life that I lead, where I drink too
much and don't believe in much of anything says:
Hold on...I'll email it to you.

"Joe" says:
What they do is wrong and god willpunish those who goes against
his will in life

I've become content with this life that I lead, where I drink too
much and don't believe in much of anything says:
I know what you're saying is all in good intentions but I've heard
it all before. My sister preached the sermon to me before.

"Joe" says:
lol

"Joe" says:
yeah i hate preachin

"Joe" says:
but when i have to i will

"Joe" says:
but its for your best intrest though

"Joe" says:
cause we all care aboutyou

"Joe" says:
deepley

I've become content with this life that I lead, where I drink too
much and don't believe in much of anything says:
I know. And it's great to have people who care. But if I didn't take
it to heart back then, I know I won't now either.

"Joe" says:
you might

"Joe" says:
you just might

"Joe" says:
In tim e

"Joe" says:
when you realize you want somekids

"Joe" says:
who are actually are yours and when you want to get married Legaly

I've become content with this life that I lead, where I drink too
much and don't believe in much of anything says:
Even if I were straight, I wouldn't want to bare kids. I've always
planned on adopting.

I've become content with this life that I lead, where I drink too
much and don't believe in much of anything says:
And I've never wanted to get married either.

"Joe" says:
some day you might

"Joe" says:
hun

"Joe" says:
some day

I've become content with this life that I lead, where I drink too
much and don't believe in much of anything says:
Technically speaking if we follow what the consitution says in every
state all gay people already have the right to have the same
marritable privlages as heterosexual couples do. Massechusettes has
already declared that in that state homosexuals may get married and
have the same tax rights and what not as straights do and since the
consitution says each state must follow the laws and regulations

I've become content with this life that I lead, where I drink too
much and don't believe in much of anything says:
of it's neighboring states...

I've become content with this life that I lead, where I drink too
much and don't believe in much of anything says:
We are all allowed the same rights in the marriage department.

"Joe" says:
where not in massechusettes

"Joe" says:
ora round it

"Joe" says:
lol

I've become content with this life that I lead, where I drink too
much and don't believe in much of anything says:
But we are still it's neighboring state...we're a whole.

"Joe" says:
i kon woyu are standing up for what you believe in

"Joe" says:
like me

I've become content with this life that I lead, where I drink too
much and don't believe in much of anything says:
Doesn't matter if 30 other states are inbetween it still counts.

"Joe" says:
nonono

I've become content with this life that I lead, where I drink too
much and don't believe in much of anything says:
Oh yes...we definately are standing up for what we believe in.

"Joe" says:
it does matter cause

"Joe" says:
neighboring states is one state away

"Joe" says:
all around

I've become content with this life that I lead, where I drink too
much and don't believe in much of anything says:
And I totally understand what you mean by it. And you don't do it
to be rude, it's because it's what you believe. But we both know
we're speaking to a brick wall...the words are just bouncing right
back.

"Joe" says:
TRUE

"Joe" says:
well still love ya thought if that counts

I've become content with this life that I lead, where I drink too
much and don't believe in much of anything says:
It does count.

"Joe" says:
GOOD
GGOD

"Joe" says:
good

I've become content with this life that I lead, where I drink too
much and don't believe in much of anything says:
Due to the whole church thing between my sister and I she's into it
big time and I'm not I was afraid to tell her about myself. And let
me tell you, keeping somethign like that from my sister was harder
than anything I've ever done.

"Joe" says:
I would imagine

"Joe" says:
so

I've become content with this life that I lead, where I drink too
much and don't believe in much of anything says:
But she simply told me, there's nothing she can do about it. And
she won't try to do anythign about it, because if I'm happy and proud
to be who I am whatever she has to say won't matter because I won't
hear it.

"Joe" says:
wow

"Joe" says:
see i can tell your happy

"Joe" says:
iam glad 2

"Joe" says:
but its diffrent

I've become content with this life that I lead, where I drink too
much and don't believe in much of anything says:
It is different. And I know not everyone will like it, but as my
myspace headline says "Yes. Yes, I am. Get over it. I have"

"Joe" says:
wow

I've become content with this life that I lead, where I drink too
much and don't believe in much of anything says:
I know some of my friends don't like it, but they don't care. They
know that it won't matter, I'm too high strung to tell anything to.

"Joe" says:
wow yes you are

I've become content with this life that I lead, where I drink too
much and don't believe in much of anything says:
Believe it or not, I do care what people think. I respect what they
think. THey have their own opinion and that's why it doesn't bother
me that you don't understand it all and you're arguing your own
opinion because that's all that I'm doing too.

"Joe" says:
hehehe

"Joe" says:
well its not arguing

"Joe" says:
its talking

"Joe" says:
lol

"Joe" says:
i think

I've become content with this life that I lead, where I drink too
much and don't believe in much of anything says:
Well, yea...I'm definately not arguing with you...There'd be foam
coming from my mouth

"Joe" says:
there would be more than foam coming from my mouth its called spit

"Joe" says:
lol

I've become content with this life that I lead, where I drink too
much and don't believe in much of anything says:
haha...yea, there'd be some of that too.

"Joe" says:
lol

I know that was a lot to go through, but I had to share because
it was just plain old funny. Hope someone got a kick out of reading
this. Have yourself a great day.