Well, I'm hope. I live in a small town, and I go to a small school. I'm 13 and I'm a lesbian(I haven't quite gotten used to saying that yet lol) but i haven't come oout to anyone yet, right now just knowing is enough. I knew because I developed a crush on my friend Hannah(who may or may not be gay/bi). After some soul searching, my life up until now finaly made sence, and I realised that I'm not bi, I'm a full fledged lesbo! I have one sister(28) who is bipolar and manic depresive. She has a good medication though, and doesn't have mod swings that often anymore, but she still has a realy hard time handaling stress, so she's going away to a home on Wednesday and I've been helping her move her stuff to store in our basement for the past few days . It sucks cus for the first month she can't leave, I can't visit, and I can't talk to her. I'm ethnicaly jewish, I was raised wican, and I am agnostic. I am a complete nerd and am proud of it, besides, nerds are sexy. ;) I have a lot of good friends, but all of them are sreight, and I think at least some of them(if not all) would regect me if I came out to them. I don't know any gay kids, and there are no groups I could join, so you, my fellow oasians are the only support that I have. God I wish I had gaydar, that would be realy useful.