Uncertain's picture

Well, a guy I made friends with on the net turned out to be a bit different than I thought he was. Today I realised he was a bit racist... (which a degree I think is rather "acceptable" if derived from personal experience and associations with them for self-defense purposes, physically, mentally/emotionally or spiritually). However, I realised he is racist for the sake of just being racist... and today in a conversation he was an all different from the guy I thought he was. I think he doesn't come on Oasis, but I don't know. When I first knew him he was really cool and everything - a great guy, and today I felt that I lost someone I used to know. I feel upset.


Cleopatra's picture

i have experienced that too.

i have experienced that too. Like there was somebody who I have chatted with for weeks, and it turned out that he's a pervert... from then on, i never talked to him.. it's as if all he said to me weren't real.. but i think you shouldn't sulk over what happened... it's time to move on and meet other peeps worthy of you. ;)

you have to take risks...we will only understand the miracle of life fully if we allow the unexpected to happen- paulo coelho

jdub's picture

As in the words of Avenue Q,

everyone's a little bit racist

"How do you not fall down more often?"

toblerone's picture

I just finished reading your

I just finished reading your past 5 jouranl entires... how interesting! Your friends sound really open minded and cool. Good for you Max!

I assume you are talking about the guy whom you txted 100 txt a weekend? Well people may not be who they seem to be... I guess you'll just have to wait and find out.

Haha you are such a gay perv - swimmers, sweaty PE shirts, the locker room... haha. Well you have fun!!

Anyways I just wanted to say hi, that's all. O and you should totally join myspace. Check out my profile at www.myspace.com/beibeinator

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raining men's picture


You will find people like that everywhere. A person you know and love will surprise you one day with the inevitable comment - "I'm not racist but..."

Either ignore the motherfuckers or never bring up the topic again and forget about it

"Fear leads to anger, anger leads to hate, hate leads to suf-fer-ing"