Well, a guy I made friends with on the net turned out to be a bit different than I thought he was. Today I realised he was a bit racist... (which a degree I think is rather "acceptable" if derived from personal experience and associations with them for self-defense purposes, physically, mentally/emotionally or spiritually). However, I realised he is racist for the sake of just being racist... and today in a conversation he was an all different from the guy I thought he was. I think he doesn't come on Oasis, but I don't know. When I first knew him he was really cool and everything - a great guy, and today I felt that I lost someone I used to know. I feel upset.