I'm Alive!

devildog's picture

I really hope I haven't worried anyone; I know when someone disappears on the internet I have a tendency to think the worst. I'm still dealing with my depression, and it doesn't seem to be getting any better. I've been through the ups and downs of my strange chemistry. But I guess there's still a glimmer of hope for the future.

I have missed this site, and will be coming back! I'm still in need of your great support:).

Oh, and the most exciting thing happened today. My best friend Rose just told me she was in love. With a GIRL! *does happy dance* It's not me, but who cares; I'm happy she told me. Who she likes is very cute, anyways.



Inkblot's picture


Sam's back! Sam's back! *dances around in a circle and falls over* Ow!

Woah! That is cool that Rose is in love with a girl, and that she told you. Godspeed to her.

And all I know for sure
All I know for real
Is knowing doesn't mean so much
When placed against the feeling
The heat inside
When bodies meet
When fingers touch
-The Sisters Of Mercy, Some Kind Of Stranger

deepspace87's picture

your life sounds like mine...

your life sounds like mine... lol

"Never apologize for saying what you feel. It's like apologizing for being real."

hellonwheels's picture

holy crap! UR back!

where have you been for the last month or so? Hopefully ur depression is going better than mine. I'm still not on any meds and I just had to drop a class. Well, it's good that ur back Sam, a lot of people on the site were a little worried. P.S.-why didn't you answer my last message? Just wonderin. Have a good valentines day.

Uncertain's picture


Omg *hug*. I'm glad you dropped in and told us where you were. Get well soon! Hope to see you soon.

raining men's picture


Its aliiiiive!

"Fear leads to anger, anger leads to hate, hate leads to suf-fer-ing"

rowie's picture

glad to see you back, people

glad to see you back, people worry...

--i used to be a tomboy, now im a full grown lesbian--

**you must be the change you wish to see in the world**

the mouse that roared's picture


Yay! It's nice to hear from you.

I'm sorry that your depression hasn't been getting better. Sending you lots of cheery hugs, maybe that will make things happier...

On the other hand, that's uberly cool Rose is in love with a girl. It's pleasant when you have another queer friend.

Are you hanging on to something useless just because you think it's beautiful?
--William Zinsser

Duncan's picture

Yea. I spent the last year de

Yea. I spent the last year depressed. I know how you feel. Don't give up hope, and try to keep active! I hope that you feel better soon!!

yep_im_a_stalker's picture

YAY!!! you have returned!! we

YAY!!! you have returned!! we all missed you and I'm really glad you came back....I'm dealing with bad depression too (i cant remember the last day i didnt cry)...it really sucks but im scared to think about medication---really screws ppl up

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