So basically i am going to talk to my therapist tomorrow and see if she can help me figure out why i keep latching(emotionally) on to older women. See if she can also help me to get the confidence to start and seperate myself from being dependant emotionally to my family. So that i can start living my life for me and not for them and to try and make sure they are ok. So i know that these aren't big problems and are really stupid but they are my problems. I know that problems like a girl at school getting kicked out and other things because she's gay. I just sometimes feel as if i shouldn't be worrying over my little problems when others have it worst. I am very fortunate and grateful that my life isn't any more hectic than it could be given the choices i could have made. Well that was it just a little post. Hope everyone has a safe rest of the week.