I've noticed that my daily intake of alcohol has gone from 1 bottle of wine to 2. I had 2 bottles last night. Woke up this morning and noticed my back was hurting, it felt like it was coming from inside rather than joint/bone pain. I guess that'll be the next fucking thing on top of everything else.
Skipped college today, most likely will tommorow too. Spent most of day crying. Briefly went outside to buy 2 bottles of wine, other than that just surfed the net looking up issues I have and finding some quite supportive sites with people that have my own problems. A bit like Oasis really, but for issues other than homosexuality! Didn't really help though.