*sniff sniff* it finally happened. i no longer have a best friend in either of the states ive lived in. i would have written this earlier but i was recovering from the trauma. i mean, i havent had a best friend since i moved back here, but at least i had cassie. but now shes gone too. *lower lip quivers to keep from bursting out sobbing* i cant believe i let her treat me that way. im not a doormat (anymore).but i guess now i have my subconcious dukes up fighting off anything(one) that could end up hurting me again.