Ok, so I managed to get myself into a bit of a tight corner.
There's this guy that I've been friends with for forever and a day. We're really good mates. The problem is,
I'm ninety percent sure this guy is in love with me. I've sorta been avoiding this subject with him for
almost a year. But then last night he asked me to our school ball!
I tried to back out because I didn't want him to get the wrong idea, but he sounded soooooooo disappointed,
so I said "Oh why not" and tried to make sure he knew it was just as friends later on. So thats semi solved
other than the fact that
a. I'm pretty sure no matter how much I say its just as friends he will think otherwise as he comes onto
when he is drunk.
b. I seem to be a lesbian. Uh oh.
c. I told my mum I was going with him and that I wanted to wear a white womans tuxedo with tails.
BAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAADDDDDDDDDDDDDDD IDEA! Jesus she had a spaz. Almost turned around and went home
on the motorway. If thats how she reacts to a bloody tuxedo what on earth is she going to do when she finds
out I'm gay?
d. WHY DID I NOT THINK TO TELL THE GUY I WAS GOING WITH SOMEONE ELSE. -kickes self- lol.