my given name is erika and everyone still calls me by it. my mother thinks i'm a freak,
the kids at school beat up on me. i recently had to break iy off with my thearipst
because he thinks he can "cure" me of my transgenderism, and to top it all off i may have cacer.
i feellike the universe is just takeing a big shit on me. i recently got sober. ihad a severe drug poblem for a long tie. i had one year on the first. i felt like my life was really turning around, then i went in for a ruetine check up and got blood drawn. they found abnormalities and ordered more tests. i have extremely high levels of testostorone and other protiens. i may have cancer. ii'm scared and i don't know what to do. i could really use some help. nothing speacil, just anything you feel might help. i'm scared. i don't know what to do.