hi everybody...im new here and not really sure what im doing. my names lydia and im 14 years old. i think im bi-sexual. i've always liked boys, and almost 2 years ago i realized that i have feelings for girls too. i've only told one person, my best friend. she's fine with it, but she doesn't really encourage me to come out to other people because she thinks it might just be a phase....but im pretty sure its not. i think im in love with one of my best friends and it freaks me out. a lot. i cant stop thinking about it and im really disgusted with myself. i dont want to be bi...especially right now that its adding alot of complication and pressure on my life. im just going through a really tough time lately, and i dont know who to confide in. please..i could really use some advice.