It's just the cutest thing...

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Those are my favorite parts from this song from Ne-Yo it's just such a great song I Love It.
When you get to fussing (cussing)...

Yelling and throwing things
I just wanna eat you up
I don't mean no disrespect
When I start staring
Knowing that it makes you mader
I'm sorry that seeing you mad is so sexy

Could it be the little wrinkle over your nose
When you make your angry face
That makes me wanna just take off all your clothes
And sex you all over the place
Could it be the lil' way that you storm around
That makes me wanna tear you down
Baby, I ain't sure, but one thing that I do know is

Well anyway the day started out a little rocky I was questioning weather or not I had any purpose or meaning in my life. I still am questioning that but it isn't as prominent of an issues at this moment because I am in a great mood. So I was a little ticked because I was supposed to meet with my therapist at 4:05 pm. After history but she didn't show then there was this big problem with a girl in my history class she cussed out the teacher. So I didn't get to meet with her because she was dealing with that. Then I went to cook with my culinary teacher my friend Rachel. So I was in a bad mood thinking about what I was questioning. Then I went and I called the room my thereapist was in because when I walked down to her office she was with another therapist talking.

I don't like to interrupt so I called down instead of walking up. I said "Am I interrutping you" she said "No" I said can "I come down to you" she said "Yeah. Bye". So I went down there we talked about little things at first I guess to ease me in to talking to her. So then she told me that she didn't forget about meeting me she just had a really important thing to take care of but including that "not that your not important. which made me feel less angry. Then we talked about how ever since last Friday I have felt kinda lost like not know where to go in life. She laughed because when I first sat down after saying that I was trying to figure out what my next step in life was.

She laughed because she said that is a deep and just you can't really give an answer to that right away. She was like that is such a big and deep question to think of being a 15 year old and that her being 31 wonders about that. She said how you wonder that throughout your life even more as you get older. Well we talked about how I was trying to figure out my career options for the future. Since I have been changing my dreams and goals ambitions have also changed and my priorities. We talked about so much that it made me feel better so next week before spring break I will ask her for her help on coming out to my mother. Have a great weekend and I will fill everyone in on everything thanks for reading this if you did.