Well tolo is coming up soon at my school and i'm a little depressed about it. I mean all of my friends seem to be going with the people they like....that is except for me. Now my friends want me to go with them, but my arument is that I don't want to go there without a date. I mean, this is the first dance since i've come out to my friends, and made public that i'm gay, and I don't want to be the third wheel to all of my friends. But the thing is, is that the guy I like is straight so there's no way I can ask him. He did break up with his girlfriend though, so that is a plus but I don't know if i'm ready to take the risk of asking him. Well maybe someone else will ask me who is gay, that would make my day! But alas despite the fact more people are finding out I haven't met anyone else who is. But that's life i guess.