isn't it strange looking back at journals and stuff and seeing
what you wrote about? in my case it's my visual diary which we
keep for my art class. it's an art book where we do our excersises
and stuff, but it's also for personal use. i was going through it,
and it's weird how what i draw changes so much. it starts off with alot
of my rocky horror work, which is about decandence and fishnets, then some
cabaret, and now lately it's alice in wonderland and the wizard of oz.
i'm so sexually frustrated at the moment! i still have my v plates and i
haven't ever been with a guy. i've been watching movies like "Camp" and i really want to be held in the arms of a boy who'll kiss me and hug me. i'm 16 in 5 months and i'm hoping to build
up enough courage to go out meet someone. it's just i'm really turned off
by the gay guys i know already. they're cocky, annoying and i just hope and pray the rest of the scene isn't like that.