as the title suggests, i'm irritated and tired. from school. everyones horrible, i don't like teachers and i hate the work. it's my first day back and i have homework for three of my classes, and it's not work i can breeze through in 10 minutes! i know i sound whiny and selfish, as there are children who would kill to go to school, but i want to go back on holidays.
how is everyone? you good? that's good. i want a hug. from a boy. or girl. don't matter. actually i do have news - i'm going to the yr 12 formal! for you americans, the prom. how cool is that, and i'm in yr 11! i got invited by a girl who i barely know, but she's really nice - we met through mutual friends.
if i had to go with a girl, it would have to be with the girl i've got a "mini crush". she's really sweet and she very cute, and i really like her. she's one of the few girls i can imagine myself with, and that's saying something!!! i guess that makes me bi, but i don't really groove with that. it's like there is an emotional attraction but i'm not physically attracted. i don't look at women and go "i want that!" i look at guys like that. i'm probably really afraid to have a relationship with another man, because i worry that the gay guys i know are what the rest are like.