I've started to drop little hints and stop censoring myself so much. Actually, less dropping hints than just not being worried about people finding out. I'm trying to just let go and not even think about what I do that might be seen as gay and just be natural. It's going to take some time after almost 4 years of being careful of what might make people suspicious. I've been finding it the most difficult to not conform to what people expect me to be like. Changing in high school has to be done in baby steps or people freak out and push you back into the way you were, they think you should be.
It's kind of funny the way people who talk to me say things about me that just scream lesbian, yet no one has questioned me but my sister and she was not even entirely serious (I don't think) It's like they just don't want to see it and admit that I could possibly like girls, it doesn't fit into what they think of me. I don't know....maybe it's just that I'm not as obvious as I thought.