i swear, that smile is going to be my downfall. to bring up to speed those of u who r new or havent followed my journal, this is the girl who told me she might be bi, we started "going out", then she turned around and spread a rumor around the whole school that i was a lesbian (which i am, i just wasnt entirely positive about it at that time :). it was kind of awkward b/w us for a while after that, especially once i got up the nerve to talk to her again (just simple witty banter every now and then type thing). so i was IMing her last night and i said "would u think of us more as friends or accquaintences (sp?)?" she said "idk." but we ended up agreeing that it wouldn't be TOO awkward for us to be friends (-:!!!:-). so after school today, i was gathering stuff from my locker to go home, and she and one or two of her friends (i dont know for sure, they werent what i was looking at ;-) and i waved goodbye to her and she waved back and SMILED this absolutley wonderful, adorable, heart-melting smile . only problems are: 1. our past experiences, 2.her friends hate me, 3.she probably is bi (not the problem) and she knows im in love w/ someone, she just doesnt know that its HER!!!!! UUUURRRRGGGG!!!!! too confusing :P.