so theres this girl whom i have had past experiences with (im getting tired of saying this over and over and over and over and *smacks self*) and i have a MASSIVE crush on her. shes tortured me so much (she doesnt know it) and now its WORSE (i didnt think it could get worse, but these things with me can ALWAYS get worse). she sprained her wrist skateboarding over the weekend and i just want to hold it and kiss it and make it all better (lame, i know, but its true). then, on my way to ninth period, i dropped my books and someone stopped to help me pick them up (amazing, i know). i thought at first it was some sixth grader trying to get a sticker for positive atiitude da -gag-, but then i looked and who other than....HER!!!!! *butterflies flutter trying to escape by any means necessay from rememberring the moment* i said thanks and asked her how her wrist was. she said it hurt like hell, which only made me want to hold her more!!!!! jesus. (sorry if that offends anyone) this girl just doesnt know what shes doing to me :-(. she knows im in love w/ someone, she just doesnt know that its HER!!!!!!!!!!!!! not to mention the fact that i still dont know whether im bi or full-on lesbian YET!!!! gggrrrrrr.....*inhales....exhales* i think im ok now. thanks for being willing to listen to (or watch, i guess :-) babble on incoherently ^_^.