this girl, i swear to GOD!!!!!!

bratalamay's picture

so theres this girl whom i have had past experiences with (im getting tired of saying this over and over and over and over and *smacks self*) and i have a MASSIVE crush on her. shes tortured me so much (she doesnt know it) and now its WORSE (i didnt think it could get worse, but these things with me can ALWAYS get worse). she sprained her wrist skateboarding over the weekend and i just want to hold it and kiss it and make it all better (lame, i know, but its true). then, on my way to ninth period, i dropped my books and someone stopped to help me pick them up (amazing, i know). i thought at first it was some sixth grader trying to get a sticker for positive atiitude da -gag-, but then i looked and who other than....HER!!!!! *butterflies flutter trying to escape by any means necessay from rememberring the moment* i said thanks and asked her how her wrist was. she said it hurt like hell, which only made me want to hold her more!!!!! jesus. (sorry if that offends anyone) this girl just doesnt know what shes doing to me :-(. she knows im in love w/ someone, she just doesnt know that its HER!!!!!!!!!!!!! not to mention the fact that i still dont know whether im bi or full-on lesbian YET!!!! gggrrrrrr.....*inhales....exhales* i think im ok now. thanks for being willing to listen to (or watch, i guess :-) babble on incoherently ^_^.
Luv ya,
Me

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cherryredlipgloss's picture

Maybe she likes you too? ---

Maybe she likes you too?
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Adam A's picture

blue spots on u'r dress

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sounds to me like she's into you, and if she knows you're in love with someone but you wont tell her who, then there's probably a good chance that she suspects it's her. lol, kissing wrist, ew! anyway, i say go for it, just ask her out and tell her you like her, does she know u'r a lesbian/bi? that might help her see u'r intentions...duh! anyway, good luck with it babe
take care
adam

LIGHT THE DARK YOU BRIGHT SPARK

bratalamay's picture

i wish

i dont think she knows its her. and anyway, i have asked her out b4, and thats how this whole mess got started. we started "going out" (see previous journal entries) but i think it just got too real for her :-/. she ended up just turning around and spreading a stupid rumor that im a lesbian and have a crush on her (which i am and do, but she kind of exaggerated it). thanx 4 the advice, though *blows kiss*
Luv ya,
Me

"Don't let sad people make you sad, let happy people make you happy."

L_kid65's picture

ahh

ahhh thats exactly wat im going thru right now. i didnt kno u were too we should talk more. and since im totally lost right now i dont really have any advice for you. sorry i suckk

pEopLe wHo ArE sEnSibLe aBoUt LoVe aRe iNcApAbLe Of iT

bratalamay's picture

;-)

well, i have no problem making new friends. i ttly know what u mean. message me, k?
Luv ya,
Me

"Don't let sad people make you sad, let happy people make you happy."

rapper's picture

like it

>Ihad a crush on a lady at school before and felt the same way but now I don't like her even for a friend cause I got in trouble (even though its mostly my fault)but before I would do anything for her now I don't care.Will you be my friend?

I like to rap and girls if you have a problem with it deal with it

bratalamay's picture

friends

what did u do that got u in so much trouble? (message me to tell me). anyway, consider us friends!
Luv ya,
Me

"Don't let sad people make you sad, let happy people make you happy."