I wish i was sleeping right now. I am so so tired. Lately I feel kinda like crap especially the last 2 days. I cried myself to sleep last night. It sucked. I am so stressed. I have so much to do on my math project adn I can't find anything anymore, and my teacher is away so i can't even get the sheets i need. he is not back till the 26th, it;s due the 28th. I am screwed. I have a portfolio to do with little time left to do it aswell. I guess it won't tak em to long but i still need to do it. Summer jobs has me very stressed. I just hate camps right now at the mention of teh word CAMP I almost gurst into tears. I hate that people can't be bothered to call back when they say the will. I was intervewed for a camp in Wisconsin they said that in 2 weeks they would call back, weather they needed me or not, 3 weeks later no call so i am pissed and called thbis morning..she says
" I am sorry I can't hire you, we had to many returning staff"
So whatever I am okay with that, I knew i was not going to get the job and that is okay. I jsut wish that they had the curtousy to call. Also had interview at Caddy I don't want to go to caddy butg i fear i maty have little choice, they also should have called a weeek ago. I called on Monday, the lady told me that there was no hiring comitte staff in the building, so whatever she said they were calling in 2 days...it's 2w days later no one called. I think they should learn how to show better respect for returning staff and future staff, it's freaking ridiculous I jate the way that things are going there. I don't want to go back. fucking sick of this shit. All of my summer plans have fallen through. wisconsin, falcon, winnipeg and really caddy to.I don't know what I am going to do.IO emailed so places in falcon to try andd see if i can still find a job out there. I am dropping resumes off at both daycares in our town and also phoning one back as there was no one there when i called today. i am hoping that soon enough i will find a job..it's getting late in teh year and summer is close i need a job. I don't wan to say where i am already either. A&W is the last place i want to be too, but i will stay there if i have to. I am tired and so fucking sick of all this shit that is going on. it's fucking stupid!