have anyone else wanted to run from their life and experience something totally different as a new person? i sit outside my house in the late afternoon when the sky becomes gold, or i look out over the mountains and the dusk and i want to run away and escape my life. what i really want is to go to an american high school where i can be me to a certain extent. when i was younger, probably 8 to 10 years old i used to read the goosebumps books, and they were always set in some american town that always appealed to me. i know fiction in different to reality, but i need a seachange. even to the country, like out where we have relatives that live on giant acres of land. i'd love to have the experiences my country cousins have, where they go to the town dance every friday night in the town hall. we don't have that here. i just want something different.