hello, and its nice to meet you.
im me, and you are you and lets not elaborate, for now, i just need you, anyone, to hear me.
as a person, because i am a person, right?
or is that the reason ive been struggling so?
and having said that what is it that i need you to hear?
the rest is so overrated and expected.
we all know what comes next, a breakup, an outage, a heartbreak, a new love, hope.
we are just going to use our overused phrases and pretend someone cares.
and some of them do, because lets be realistic.
because, shouldnt i be realistic, if i tell people im a realist?
so what do i tell you?
what can i tell you that you havent heard before?
explain this concept to me and then disregard me and delete it.
i dont want to hear your response, i just want to pretend.
pretend so many things.
i guess its sometimes easier that way.
but goodness, im being awfully pessimistic.
dont pity me.