If Only

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I’m indecisive….
Not knowing whether to smile or cry-
Inable to decide to speak or keep quiet-
Silent in all attempts to change things for the better.
It just feels impossible at times.
And I can’t keep wishing like I do.
I don’t have to keep hoping someone will find me….
I can’t, because I don’t even know where I’m at.
Relying on the examples of those before me
I grow more and more confused.
If they can be unsure of things, how can I ever find an answer?
It’s just what I can’t have that I need the most.
If only I could change the world….
If only you would listen.