it's official. a memo went out to everyone. my heart as of today, is no more. done. finito. finished. why? you ask. it's simple my dear child. two of my best friends are on the very brink of becoming a couple, further proving to me that i will never find someone to love. at least, for right now. and it feels so....wrong. not them two being together, i couldn't be happier for them. but...it feels wrong that i don't have someone to hold and to love. it seems like all my life i've been surrounded by it, and now..it's gone. this sucks.
and i'm being just a bit melodramatic, but oh well. if their relationship does work out, i'll smile for them and be truly happy, all the while, dying inside. i guess that's the way life is.