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i know i dont need a girlfriend ... but it feels like i do. i just want to be loved ad to know that some one loves me like i love them. as stupid as it sounds i just dont think that will ever happen for me. when ever i fall for someone they are either, straight, taken, or just not interested. why?? i have lots of friends so i must have a fun personality. and im not ugly! so whats wrong with me???? all anyone ever wants wants to do is hurt me. and i dont know why!!!! hmmm its so depressing. i need to get out there more and let people know what i want. at least thats what i think... if you have any advice go ahead and give it. thank you,