My weekend

Campfire's picture

Okay, I had a really cool long weekend (Fri-Mon). I didn't actually have a Friday because of work, but Saturday..oh I think I got drunk at home, I can't really remember that far back.

Anyway, Sunday was really fun. Went to our local club, absolutely packed and I was so pissed I didn't even notice. I saw Kirsty (the girl I first came out to), we love each other to pieces in front of everyone totally went insane when I saw her. She jumped on me and wrapped her legs around me and we were just like "AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!", lmao. So drunk. She was with some guy who like kept giving me evils. Honestly, straight people are so fucked.

Woke up at Luke's house, on a purple sofa next to the mini bar. Don't ask. Anyway decided that I was in the mood to drink still, so I finished off the Baileys, had 3 beers, then me Luke and Amrit went to a pub for lunch and I had a couple of pints. I remember I kept telling Amrit he was gay. I really think he is, because he hasn't properly denied it once. And he hasn't had a girlfriend in 2 1/2 years. But he did kiss some girl last week, but I asked him about it and he was like "Oh I was really drunk". He's said "Yes" loads of times, but not in the truthful way, in the "Okay I'll just agree because you won't shut up" way. But he hasn't said "No" once.

So yeah then I went to a house party Monday night, got totally wankered. Had a massive argument with Luke about my weight of all things (I said I weighed 10st and he didn't agree, and he ended up getting scales from the bathroom and asked me to weigh myself, and I said no). Anyway it ended up in him spitting his chewing gum at me. Totally unacceptable. He texted me this afternoon saying "are u alright after last night?" - I know that's a straight person's idea of an apology, but I'm still really angry.

Tonight I found a really good song, different from most other songs we hear nowadays: 'Sandi Thom - I Wish I Was a Punk Rocker (With Flowers In My Hair)'. The lyrics really mean something. I don't necessarily agree with them 100%, but it's a nice alternative. And what a wonderful singing voice - I really recommend you listen to it!

I should do some revision some time soon. Exams in a couple of weeks *nail bite*


raining men's picture

Oh yeah

Oh yeah. Yu reminded me. I've got AS levels next week. Fuck

"Fear leads to anger, anger leads to hate, hate leads to suf-fer-ing"