I have been seeing a boy for three or four weeks. He'd been open up to me emotionally and we'd been close physically. He doesn't to be in a relationship, but doens't want to stop seeing me either. It sounds ackward, but I don't feel any strains or weird at all. Earlier today over lunch I was talking to another friend. My question was regular sex + friendship + tech talk == ?. The answer is we're fuck buddies.
I am having regular sex outside relation. I am not talking about lapse judegement that leads one night stands but it is premeditated sex that happen frequent with same person. I began to wonder, if this is gonna turn me into a totally non-committal and eventually become less of a boyfriend material and unmarriageable.
Why am I asking these questions to myself?