...soo weird!

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...well...today was such a BLAH day...and since i only got less than an hours sleep last night, my friends were making fun of me because i was talking weird LoL...it was sorta funnie but humph :)...
okie...i'm havin problems trying to figure out one of my guy friends...or i could just be in denial...*sigh*...its either or...my friends tell me that he likes me, but idk...i wouldn't mind going out with him, but deep inside my mind is saying "c'mon it's stefan...only FRIEND"...and yea...before when i was going out with my ex he keep on telling me that if i wasn't bi then he would go out with me and stuffies, and then yesterday he was asking if i was alright because my gf and i broke up...and i told that i've never felt happier because i think honestly...the love was there, but only half of the time, while everything else wasn't worth a drop of either of our times...
...but yea anyways...he also asked if i was going back to guys and i said that whatever happens, happens...and he got all happy...so...yea...i'm beginning to think maybe he does, but he does flirt a lot...so maybe its one of those things guys do when they know there are things they can't have...*shrug*...idk...don't understand the male mind...
right now because of a past "hook up"...i've sorta given up on guys, it's like; what is a girl to do when that one guy you fall for ends up only wanting sex from you?...i'm not saying some girls are any different, but at least they know when to stop...god....

well...being bi rooccks...to a certain point...the choice of two and not just ONE...but oh wells...i'll live and hope and pray that one day...that special girl/guy comes along :)...