2 days ago she finally broke up with her boyfriend. as she told me i tried to hide the fact that i had been waiting for this moment for the last year.i huged her and sayed i was sorry as sympathetically as i could. she recked the moment as fast as she had made it . she blurted out . i cant wait for nick to ask me out ! grrrrr what the hell??? i hate this why does she do this to me i wish i hated her i just want to be over this i know it would be the best thing for both of us but, i cant help myself every time i see her i just want to hold her. most of all i want to tell the entire world that she is MY girlfriend and that she loes me as much as i love her. but that will never happen. wh? becouse i just found out that i am moving to ukiah wich is like an hour from were i am now and she is moving to windsor. so after this school year i will probably ever see her again. i need to find some one else to love or even just some one to have a fling with i just have to get my mind off of her or ill explode!!all i want is some one to love me and i know she doesnt and i know that if she wanted me she would go for me. and she hasnt.... i feel like shit!!!!!!!!!