Well....I ended up chickening out! I am too afraid of how things will change when I come out, and me and that friend are going to be going on some trips together this summer and I don't want her to feel uncomfortable (even though she really shouldn't)
Does anyone else feel like that all they do is think about whether or not you're GLBT? It seems like I spend SO MUCH time thinking about it and obsessing and analyzing it. It has even affected my school work. I can't concentrate through my classes! School is going to be over soon for good though, so that part will be okay. I just wish I could push it out of my mind, but I am the type of person that over-analyzes everything so I probably won't be able to push it away until I know what it means to be me. I'm not quite sure exactly who I am yet so it is impossible for me to know where my sexuality fits into who I am. But life is for figuring this stuff out right? I just wish I could turn off the constant thinking about it once in awhile at least.
Ah well....I'm happy and I have been for awhile now so thats good! I think I'm just getting a huge amount of relief that school is finally over after 12 loooooong, long years! I don't think I will ever feel the same way I did while at school. I don't even know what I hate about it so much, but I really DISPISE school, AUGH! It's probably all the negative vibes that are always floating around. Not many people are in especially good moods while they're at school.