Last night when I woke up, I woke up crying. I tried to remember why, and then I remembered the dream I had... Well it started off as a dream, but ended as a nightmare. I REALLY can't stand when that happens to me, it happens so much, I'm almost used to it now. But, I haven't cried from a dream/nightmare in years, but I know why I cried from this one. It hurt soooo freaking badly, even though I know it's not true! Me and a couple of my friends (including the girl that I like.) were at some weird castle-ish place and we were just wandering around. That was the okay part. What wasn't okay was that the girl that I like, died. And for some reason Draco Malfoy was in it too from Harry Potter. He was this weird spirit thing that was going to let me talk to the soul of my friend, Erin. But right before I could talk to the soul, I woke up, shaking and crying. I really hate dreams that end up like that... Oh well, thankfully it hasn't happened too often lately, normally it happened all the time. What's even worse is that friend is going of to camp in a few days, and I'm going to miss her terribly...
On another note, I did something completely retarded today. So, as my last journal said, I finally found the stupid webcam that's been missing since last summer. Well, I get on cam with my friend, Roscoe, of whom loves me to death... So I really don't remember what happened in our conversation, but he said something to get me to take my shirt and bra off. I dunno what happened. But, smart me told another one of my friends, Peyton. He got sooo jealous, and he almost got angry at me for it. So now I have a little cam problem with Roscoe, cuz I'm sure he'll want me to do that again, and I'm NOT that type of girl, something just REALLY came over me today... I think it was because I was on a major sugar high, and I was on sleep deprivation major.. But I dunno, so I have that problem, an d I have the problem of Peyton completely hating Roscoe now, when I was just able to get the two to get along for more than five minutes in the same chat room. *sigh* What a day, I must say...
-Loving is believing the ones you love -Peter, Paul and Mary
-All's fair in love and revenge, that later leads to destiny wrapped in itself
-Don't meddle in the affairs of dragons, for you are crunchy and taste good with ketchup. -Claire
-Put on your Geo eyes! -Mr. Musgrove
-Peyton, you're a circle outside of logic... "No Mr. Cardona, he's a square!" -Mr. Cardona and Travis
-You sexy beast you -Peyton
-Go run into your little den and hide -Me
~More coming soon!!~