wow, i feel so bad about not having posted in a long time. i guess my female life just isnt that interesting anymore :-P. anyway, i just had a b-day on may 25, and i turned my lucky number. weird thing, ever since then, my life has seemed to take a turn for the better. i had the first sleepover ive had in years, i finally have someone i can call a best friend, and the girl im in love w/ and i are becoming friends again! fun, fun. except, a little bit of a topic switch here, i think i have another crush, and its a boy! have u ever had one of those moments where u catch someone staring at u and u stare back, but just b/c theyre staring at u, not b/c theres some romance thing? that happens to me a lot, but, again, i never feel anything. but one day during lunch at school, i caught this one boys eyes and he was kind of side-glancing, but then he turned his head and actually looked at me. usually this kind of thing wouldnt bother me any, but he was pretty cute....you know, for a guy. i thought i had figured this out but now im back to square....not one, but ive gone back some. now i cant stop staring at both of them, the boy, and the girl (who ive been in love w/ longer then the boy). what do i do now?