Wow, do I feel great! I'm in the best mood I've been in for months. Everything has finally clicked like some galactic jig-saw puzzle. I'm doing awesomely in tennis, having tons of good times with friends, and those negative emotions that I've been having about my sexuality? Wiped off the face of the earth. Now I refuse to brood over the subject any longer because I've realized that being sad and ashamed of who I am is just like surrender. It's giving in to bigotry and hate. Now I'm finally making a stand and shouting out a big "Eff you!" to the man. So I'm super awesome yeah yeah happy now! Yay! The end.